catherine montreal st street

I drink for enjoyment, every night. Kinda heavily. My mother has had breast cancer twice, first case in our family. There is high blood pressure (she has it also). I am putting myself at risk for multiple things, coupled with my age (38). I have tried to quit many times, but my coping skills are nil. I have put on weight (30+ lbs) and feel lethargic and heavy all of the time. My usually bubbly self has become kind of depressing. I have to quit drinking. I told myself this morning that when i get frustrated (always in the evening, usually at my daughter) that i will go out for a short walk and calm myself down. Iapos;m hoping that if i start now, by the time my boyfriend has to work (sat and sun nights, all night) that i will be able to sleep before midnight, without any alcohol but surely with the help of sleepytime extra tea and a sominex. And iapos;m hoping to lose some of this weight. Fingers are crossed. Hope they stay that way.� maybe if i donapos;t keep this journal to myself, i will be able to do this.�
why canapos;t i figure out how to change this font?� sigh.


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